sao trew

Cause I'm a little bit tired of fearing that I'll be the bad fruit nobody buys,
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?

so rachael has somethign to read ;)

so WINTER BREAK FINALLY!!!!!!!!

i'm so excited haha, finally an entire two weeks without math 12. bliss.
of course i shall be doing the usual, partying. but i also need to get some english done, which actually isn't bad cause i love doing english :P. nerd for life. i ALSO need to get some christmas shopping done! any suggestions as a gift for a fashion inclined, well read, moody, teenage girl? i can't wait to get my blackberry for christmas :D supa stoked! ps. listen to "clementine - pink martini" so good. i'm looking forward to New years!! i was supposed to go to new york during winter break and stay there over new years but my dad had work :( so we're going there during spring break i believe. i love that my family loves to travel a lot :P and we never stay in like resorts, we always actually see the sights. love it.

please santa!!! PLEASEEE!!!!

old revelation brought back to life :)

Everyone wants to be useful, and no one wants to be useless.
Yet no one wants to be used. So how can you be useful without being used?
If you aren't used, you're useless.

- Isuru Withanage

soooo great

PostSecret: Confessions on Life, Death and God from Frank Warren on Vimeo.

thank you music <3

thank you music.

thank you for being the one constant in my life. thank you for having the ability to completely change my mood with the play of one single heartbreaking/heartwarming song. thank you for never ripping my heart out. thank you for never backstabbing me. thank you for making me cry, and making me smile. thank you for understanding every single mood, problem, thought, idea, etc. that i have ever had. thank you for making me angry. thank you for making me laugh. thank you, thank you, thank you.

i love you.

happy music (=

lifeee

i've been seriously re-considering my career path the past couple days. i'm not sure the business path would make me as satisfied as i would like. i really see myself enjoying lit, psych, and philosophy classes way more than like.. accounting or statistics. we'll see how this plays out. i hope i make the right decisions.


"we've got tomorrow, and then tomorrow, and then tomorrow goes on, and on till forever.."

owww

owww. my heart.
:(

ive been losing lots of keys lately

hey, so i haven't posted for a while, so i decided to give you guys a little update!
things are okay. school is killing me. i'm stressing the fuck out about grades and i'm confused as fuck about scholarships and university application deadlines. party scene is dece, there are a few coming up that i'm looking forward too. halloween is going to be epic. 3 parties at least. i'm being captain morgan ;). in the girls department, i can legitimately say i don't have feelings like i used to for anyone at the moment. all it's been recently is hook ups, which is nice from time to time, lol. umm, i've been listening to a lot of classical recently, never get sick of it. listen to "Clair De Lune" by Claude Debussy. tears will be shed my friends, tears will be shed. i'm going to U2!!! stoked for that. other than that, everything's the same old.

pceee

update

thing's are pretty good so far. grade 12 is grrreeeat minus the copious amounts of homework i get every single day. i'm loving english minus Lively art of writing (i hate that book with a burning passion which even the waters of Poseidon can not put out ;) ). math is easy now. yay. geography is gay. but easy, i need to try harder in the class. like how i'm using fragmented sentences? get used to it. lol. i. like. turtles.

lots of parties! lots of fun! lots of people! i dont think there has been one weekend yet without a party, and i'm booked for another 2 months. =) love my life. except not really.

i've been driving a lot. i'm getting good at it. road test dec.17th!!!
can't wait. i think i'll pass first try.

that is alllll


ps. jake and amir + sxephil make my day, every single day.

the whole kanye west/taylor swift ordeal

ok honestly , it's fucking KANYE. what do you expect? we all knew from day 1 that he had an ego bigger than pamela anderson's tits. the thing that makes me lol is that when his mom died, everyone was sympathizing with him, and when he pulls something like this, everyone hates him. MAKE UP YOUR MINDS. this is the same thing you people did with MJ, you just hate/love him when it's cool to do so.

in my opinion, i think kanye west is a marketing GENIUS. he single-handedly took over the internet in less than an hour, with a 15 second rant. he was all over twitter, facebook, and youtube.

i have always been a kanye fan, always will be. love the guy's music. love the guy's ego. he put's on a show.

i think he put it best:
"but with my ego, i can stand there with a speedo, and still be looked at like a fucking hero"

i'm rootin for ya kanye

summer 2009 = epic

this summer has been both the best and worst summer of my life :P
i won't go into details about the bad stuff.

what i did enjoy was meeting TONS of new people, having fun, partying and just having an overall CHILL summer. it was GREAT. there are tons of people i need to thank for all the good times, but i'm gonna forget someone so i'm not gonna name names.

i can't wait till next summer!
and spring break too actually :P

GRADE 12. W.T.F. IM GETTING TOO OLD AHHHH!

i'm a combination of excited and nervous.

let's hope this year goes well.

=)

so that truck finally hit me...

it fucking sucks.

she blows me awayyy

this really bugs me

i've driven into vancouver countless times, but to this day, i still feel absolutely sick when we go down east hastings. homelessness and crack isn't a pretty combination. what bugs me is how ignorant other people are towards them. they treat the addicts like dirt, ignore them, and think that they're the worst people on earth. it kills me to think that once, they might've been a little boy or girl going to school. they were all born normal like us, but the life they had lead them into drug use. what bugs me the most are drug addicts with kids. no child should ever have to live that life of violence, fear, and despair. it's about time that BC did something about this problem, cause it's really, really getting out of hand.

that is all =)

PS. alaska tmrw!!!!! wooooo

i drink too much...

i should stop

math 12

sigh, third time's a charm

dum dum dum

woooo 4 more effing school days left!!!!!

im looking forward to a bunch of things.

1) my birthday: i usually never do ANYTHING. i haven't done anything since like i turned 12 :S ahaha. but this year i think i will. not exactly sure what yet, but i'll get er done.

2) camping: it is going to be EPIC. 3 straight days of non stop mayhem. i'm not going to remember ANYTHING. i already have everything that i'm going to bring all figured out
60 of Captain Morgan
24 case of MGD
2-6 of Vanilla Stoli
5L mini keg of Heineken

pretty much about 170 bucks worth of booze. and thats just what I'M bringing :)
this is going to be a camping trip to remember

3) just chiiilllinn':
im so glad summer school is almost over. it just added to all the pressure and shit i have right now with the other things that are going on. i can finally stay out late every day, and chill. SO looking forward to that.

4) movingg onnn:
haha. it is so surprisingly easy it's not even cool. i think it's gonna hit me like a truck one day. but till then im gonna enjoy not giving a shit every 5 seconds.


anyways, thats just an update. so yeee, pce

kill joooyyy

im not sure how i feel about this. when it happened, i was sooo hurt. now i'm trying to forget, and it's surprisingly easy...

it still comes up now and then, but i dont know. one thing i know for sure is, it'll never be the same.

this is fun =)

looove thisssssss

well. lol.

do i see something here ? ...
so random, but at the same time i'm liking it haha.
if this keeps going, i'm going to play it out WAY differently than the last time.

fingers crossed.

just an uppdateee

so it's been a pretty good week actually..
i had my first test for summer school. i think i did really good, im excited haha.
also i've been meeting new people! it's cooooo

it's been a pretty good summer, i really can't complain that much

:) :)

thing's are going to be okay. i'm really happy.

:'(

death of a fucking legend. the man who if didn't exist, there would be no usher, chris brown, ne-yo, etc.

fuck all the allegations against him. appreciate the man, and his music. because there will never be another Wacko Jacko, Smooth Criminal, a black Peter Pan, or a King of Pop. he was the only full grown man to never grow up.



"You and I must make a pact, We must bring salvation back"

:(

i haven't genuinely smiled in 5 days

just a little something

this song just takes everything and puts into 4 minutes and 19 seconds

dsafsfhjsdlfsd

everything and everyone is moving by so fast. people that i thought i knew, i don't know anymore. i've seen everyone live their lives and drift from one thing to another, carelessly, while my mind is still stuck on one thing. it fucking SUCKS. one week it's complete bullshit, the next it's like heaven on earth. i think i've made this way too personal for me. it's gotten to a point that the slightest things can have such a drastic effect on the way i feel and act. my grades have dropped, my sense of humor has basically vanished, i'm always bitter, the list just goes on. i think i have to do something fast, or just forget it. it's going to be hard, but i think it's all for the best.
fuuuuckkkkkkkk.

dooon't worry, be haaappy :)

l'école est fini

finnnnalllyyyyy
i can relax hahah

i'm done my exams

tomorrow's going to be a chill day

can't wait to see the grad prank

BRING ON SUMMER

great new band!

listen listen listen to:

Animal Liberation Orchestra

i've never heard of them before, but they're amazing :)
very jack johnson-y
but with more people haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqKSf8bt1eM

my tall glass of lemonade

She’s my sunshine in the rain
My Tylenol when I'm in pain yeah
Let me tell you what she means to me
Like a tall glass of lemonade
When it’s burnin’ hot on summer days
She’s exactly what I need

just an update

adfkhdsajkfhsdjfks

hahaha

a lot of stuff has been going on. i'm so glad that the battle of the bands thing is off my back
now i can relaxxxx. summer's almost here! time to kick back and chill... or not. i still have to do math 12 in summer school :( fml. but at least it's a morning class so i can do whatever in the afternoon. anyways, who's up at 9 in the morning on a weekday in the summer anyway? :P
i hope this summer goes better than last year. i have a lot of things planned out for this summer. hopefully they all go well, at least that one thing that's been on my mind non-stop.
that's it for now.

see ya

i hope you know what you're doing

:(

you're taking a lot for granted

there's no one quite like you

sweetest berry

Your skin is butterscotch on porcelain, my sweet tooth is glad I found you ...


Like sugar on the hot black berry,
Different then the ordinary,
You're the sweetest berry on the vine.
Like cherries deep in melted chocolate,
Caramel with whipped cream toppin',
You're the sweetest berry on the vine.

ahh!

so much shit i have to do!

like a billion things are going on. i can't wait till summer.

hmmm

well, haha this is interesting. let's see how this plays out.
hopefully well.