its been too long

so i've noticed i've been slacking on the blogging, it coincides with various other aspects of my life. i need to get my focus back. i had a great focus for a while, then it stopped. i need that back. i want so badly to get into the school i want to (sauder). i just got deferred yesterday=\. we'll see what happens. what ever happens, happens for the best. i have huge ambition, but i just need the drive and motivation to pull it off.

i've been trying to get a more positive attitude with everything. shaycarl has inspired me <3
you control everything that makes you unhappy. if you don't want to be unhappy, don't put yourself in that mindset. it's hard to comprehend, but it's so true.

ps. ap english exam on thursday omggg

and my play starts next week!!!!