its been too long

so i've noticed i've been slacking on the blogging, it coincides with various other aspects of my life. i need to get my focus back. i had a great focus for a while, then it stopped. i need that back. i want so badly to get into the school i want to (sauder). i just got deferred yesterday=\. we'll see what happens. what ever happens, happens for the best. i have huge ambition, but i just need the drive and motivation to pull it off.

i've been trying to get a more positive attitude with everything. shaycarl has inspired me <3
you control everything that makes you unhappy. if you don't want to be unhappy, don't put yourself in that mindset. it's hard to comprehend, but it's so true.

ps. ap english exam on thursday omggg

and my play starts next week!!!!

yikes, haven`t posted in over a month

hello blog followers (whitney and rachael),

i haven`t posted in over a month. frankly, i forgot this even existed :P
sooo what`s new in my life.. hmmm
other than copious amounts of stress from school.. not much!
just living senior year on the edge. i really do hope i get into UBC.
scholarships scare the living shit out of me.

good songs?

the thrill - wiz khalifa & empire of the sun
rise up - diane birch
prettiest friend - jason mraz

i haven't done this forever

hello my minions,

so i haven't done this for a long, long while, and i decided i might as well update you guys on my current sitcherrration. so. olmypic fever has taken vancouver by storm!! i've been downtown numerous times and i LOVE the vibe that has befallen this city. it's going to suck when this is all over. the world has literally come to vancouver. i've gone downtown and met people from all over canada and the world. concerts are great! i've seen daniel wesley and deadmau5 so far (plus other no names).

school! blaaaaahhhhhhhh, so stressfull. i need A's in both my classes if I want to go to university. my english 12 AP mark brought me up a considerable amount, but that math 12 mark is like a stain on my report card. i want to get 86% or higher in my other two classes (Literature and French). i think it's doable if i put my mind to it. i'm kinda scared for the first Lit test, i thikn its gonna be a slap in the face. i hope Boom goes easy on us. i've only applied to UBC, SFU, and a few other Ontario universities... i think i'll get into UBC arts, and if i'm lucky, business. i'm not even sure if i want to do business though, so demanding. and spencer's been trying to convince me to do arts. who knows.

anywho, that is all.

pzzzzzzz

awe

i get knocked down, but i get up again

you're never gonna keep me down.

so corny but i can't help it i just feel like saying this

life is too short to get mad over things you have no control over.

laugh whenever you have the chance, love fiercely, and live life the way you want to.
things may never turn out exactly the way you want it to, but don't let that overshadow the good parts.


lalala i sound so lg, but i'm being sers.

untitled

it's weird how selfish people can be sometimes..
even the people you wouldn't expect it from

2010!

thought i might join in on the hype :P

2009 was an interesting year. it was a good year. it was a bad year. i met lots of different people. i made friends. i lost friends. i experienced things this year that i won't forget for my entire life. if i had the chance to go back and change things in 2009, i wouldn't. as cliche as this sounds, everything happens for a reason. the experiences i had this year (both good and bad) will somehow affect my future. so i bid 2009 adieu with no hard feelings.

2010, bring it onnnnnnnn.